My life is hell. I live in a broken fucking home, filled with alcohol and anger. Everyones lives are crashing around me and they are wallowing in their sorrow. No one has even bothered to ask me how im going. Like today, i just got home from work, at 9pm, and in the car my idiot of a step dad drops all this shit on me on what happened at home (arguement) then he starts to feel sorry for himself, i decide not to talk to my mum because she has been drinking and shes a mess, then she starts breaking down, and going off at me. I dont need this shit, i have exams that im most probably going to fail, i have heaps of work to do, asessments that i havent started. Its too fucking much for me. My life is really getting to hard...

Well im leaving the banana. The community is dieing very quickly and theres too many asshats and assclowns.

Good bye cruel world.

Today my mum took me to eb games so i could pick up my limited edition far cry 2 (it rocks btw) and the owner of the store came out from the backroom and said "congratulations, youve got the job" i was leik "omgwtfbbq" and then i had a kebab.




so awesome

+and on the excursian bus that same day i got sexay tiem wtih a femalez.

double awesome

Well i have a job interview for the dream job every gamer has. Working in a game shop. Pretty awesome pay aswell, but ive always wanted to work there. (the store is EB games)

I bought the game the other day and its so bitchin, so much customization, awesome graphics (finally a game that works on a 8600 and isnt based on pixels x] ) havent played online yet and i hope its as good as singleplayer. Anyone else have this game? :D

i iz gunna own yo ass :3

I was in the car today listening to "(Sic) - Slipknot " and as i looked outside i noticed that the shrubs and signs were popping up in tune with the song, same with cars. there seemed to be warm coloured cars at hard parts and cool at breaks. no joke. is this my game orientated mind at work or is there a greater force at work here....nah just me being super awesome =]

I cant seem to sleep anymore, Ive been really ill lately which is a bit of a bummer on me emotionally. Cant seem to sleep anymore and Ive been away from school for 2 weeks. which is cool but i only have 1 week yet and none of my assessments are done because i don't know what the hell i am doing in them. girl troubles too...there's one girl i cant get over even though shes in deep love with some 18 yr old African who lives in Holland...did i mention shes 14? GRRR!!

Well i had my first ever experience with the vacuum today and i vacuumed up my sock :(

i cryed.


god i miss my sock

My english assignment i just started lol

How would you like to have all the computer and gaming knowledge in your hand? It’s not 5 completely different magazines you buy for 1 article, its Run/Pc, the best magazine around for technology and video gaming. Hey there, my name is Oliver and I’m here to discuss with you what I have decided to do for Run/Pc to get sales back up, mainly the new cover for this magazine. Aimed at the younger generation, Run/Pc is filled with brand new games that the audience would want to read about. I have given this magazine the new title of Run/Pc because it is quite a clever reference to a script of computer coding, giving off the feel that it’s time to get this magazine and just “run” it, take in its knowledge. Trust me; it’ll be a hit with tech heads. *chuckle*

Run/Pc covers everything you need to know about hot new games and computer technology. Graphics Cards, Monitors And Ultra Sensitive Gaming Accessories will be featured within the ‘Tech’ section. New games and other gaming related things will be shown within the ‘Games’ section. I feel that if I keep to the theme of games and technology and only games and technology, my magazine will be more appealing to my target audience, the gamers.

Ill be moving into my new house next month. Ill have a smaller room and its a lot more compact. But i dont really care, it was the house i was basically born in, but i cant remember a thing. Itll be sad to see this house go. Ive been living here since i was 4. But ive been told my room has a phone line! YAY NO MORE WIRELESS INTERNET!

I took the giant plunge into name changing. I was _Soviet_ now im SovietX. this dosent really mean anything it just looks and sounds cooler