I found out why my dad is so mean all the time.

He has a personality disorder.

Personality disorder, formerly referred to as a Character Disorder, is a class of mental disorders characterized by rigid and on-going patterns of thought and action (Cognitive modules). The underlying belief systems informing these patterns are referred to as fixed fantasies or "dysfunctional schemata". The inflexibility and pervasiveness of these behavioral patterns often cause serious personal and social difficulties, as well as a general functional impairment.

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Well, I feel bad for him now. I think I know why he's never really been a father towards me. And he never really talks a lot... So...

yeah... I can't say much right now.

Yahuh... I got a new uber. Thanks Firba1! You did a really good job!

I have a feathered version, and a featherless version which is the one I'm using right now. Which one do you guys want me to use?

YOU DECIDE! :D

And don't forget to vote me MUSOM, theres a vote box on my page

Ok, that my dad beats me, I am blind in one eye, I am abandoned about 24/7, I live on food stamps, I have to cook, clean, and all that stuff for myself. My mom died when I was 3. I have a brother who is half-black. My grandmother is all that I have to fall back on. I have to pay for my eye surgery. I have had 5 eye surgerys so far. They use needles. 1. They roll a Q-Tip under my eye, 2. The stick a morphine needle in my eye, and it hurts like hell. Then they take a 5 inch needle and stick it into my eye. To the back. And I'm fully blind still. They did the surgery for no reason. My dad didn't even bother caring. All he does is sit on t he computer. My teachers don't give a shit. They won't even read me a question if I ask. The grade scale is 93-100 = A, which is shit. I can't get anything I want. My dad bought this computer, and now he's getting sued because he can't pay it off. I think I might go into a foster family soon, because I only have my Grandmother to live with and she's pretty old.

She's the only one I have to fall back on, and I think her time is coming soon...

So I might leave for a little while, but I'll come back.